Planning is so important and commitment to the plan is either

Planning is so important and commitment to the plan is either
Myself is a strong example. I failed in building a "Me - action plan" for my future

Throwing back exactly one year ago when I was working as a Marketing Intern in a fashion brand, here was my leader's feedback

Being hit by these words, 'cause I realize that I'm still the same since then. The strengths remain and so do the weaknesses. It's hard to admit that I have been drifting for all that long
Becoming a drifter is unacceptable at this young age but it would happen if we always avoid being responsible for our own life or we are too lazy taking several days to reflect ourselves of what we truly want, how we get there based on what we are good at. We grab a job that seems fit to us without setting a goal or expectation. We're determined to move forward but we have no ideas of the destination.

Fortunately, i'm not this kind but the unfortunate thing is my discipline. I'm strongly clear of what I want, who I wish to become but I let random experiences change me intead of choosing them. Thus somehow I might be a half-drifter.
You might think I can easliy change this 'cause I'm already aware of but the discomfort is one of the hardest thing to defeat. Building a definite plan, having a courage to execute it then evaluating afterward is not a thing that I get used to, which causes too much discomfort.

So what am I trying to say with you?
Answer this question first: Which strength did you maximine and which shortage did you fill up in this month?
If you get no indistinctness in mind, i'm supposed that you understand yourself very well, attempt to complete yourself everyday and really set a KPIs for yourself 's growing. As a result, you're gonna climb your career's ladder so quickly
But if you feel unclear, learn from my story.

I used to get confused by my brother's question that how I'm seeing myself after a year. Then a ton of uncertainties hit me all a time: "how well-becoming my English is", "am I happy now",... Trust me, being regarded for years as an immature girl who always has faith in luck and wait for miracle is not a comfortable feeling but thanks for my bad cruel brother, I'm now enlightened

Cover source: Jenny Yu